Embracing the “Abyss”: From Austin to Atlanta

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I figured it was about time I posted something! Hello! If you’ve happened to stumble across this blog, then I hope you will stick around.

My name is Sarah Morrell and I just graduated from UT in Austin, Texas. For the next coming year, I will be participating in the Young Adult Volunteers/DOOR program. I will be moving to Atlanta and serving at an agency. I will be living in a Christian community with girls doing the same thing as me. I’ll get to share God and his love to people in Atlanta. I’ll be living simply with a small monthly stipend and learning how to live life with less. I have experienced a lot of transition this summer, and while there have been lots of tears, moments of anxiety, and question marks for the future, I know God has something amazing planned.

To accurately sum up my post grad/current feelings, here is an excerpt from an episode of Gilmore Girls:

RORY: Everything is just…ending. I just feel like everything is gonna be over. I’m done at the paper. Soon I’m gonna be done at Yale, and it’s just like I’m standing on this cliff, looking out into this huge, foggy…

LUCY: Abyss?

RORY: …Like, a huge, foggy abyss, and, in my whole life, there’s never been an abyss. It’s been abyssless. I’ve always known exactly what is in front of me, and I’ve always known exactly where I’m going, and now…I don’t know what’s out there.

OLIVIA: Besides fog.

RORY: A ton of fog, and I hate not knowing what is out there. I mean, what’s going to happen to my career and my relationship with Logan and the rest of my life?

 

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I feel exactly as Rory does at this point in her life… afraid of the “abyss,” the unknown.

My plan after college was always to find a job, make money, and survive paying rent with my low paying job. Instead, God has called me to the challenge of plunging into the abyss where I’ll be living far away from home, I don’t know where I am working, and I’ll make very little money… but thankfully I do not have to pay rent.

I’ve had various reactions to my choice to take what my mother calls a “vow of poverty.” Many are shocked I could leave Texas, my boyfriend, my family, and friends behind for a year away from home. Others are excited and intrigued to hear what I will learn. I think God has a lot for not only me to learn but my friends, family, and others.

So, this blog is an opportunity for me to share my thoughts, stress, experiences, stories and more. Join me in my adventure into the abyss! I can’t promise you perfect grammar or life changing stories. I can’t promise eloquent writing worthy of an award. I can promise truth of what God is doing in my life, through me, and through the people I meet on this journey. Please pray for me, and please let me know how I can be praying for you.

Feel free to contact me at sarahmorrell2001@yahoo.com. Ask me anything! Check in, let me know how you are doing. Also, please email me and ask for my mailing address if you’d like to be in correspondence. I would love to send you letters!

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A few shout outs:

  • My parents. Thank you Mom and Dad for supporting me in doing this crazy thing at such a crazy time in our lives. I cannot thank y’all enough for the opportunities I’ve had in Austin and the ones I will have in Atlanta. Thanks for dealing with my scattered nature and attempts to “adult.”
  • My 6th grade (now 7th grade!!) girls. Y’all are such a blessing to me and I know God has awesome things planned for all of you. I promise I will be back to see y’all at some point! Also, here is where I will be, since there was some confusion 😉

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  • All of my friends and leaders at the Wesley. You have all impacted me and helped me in my walk with God. Community is the best! Love you all.
  • Andrés. Thank you, best friend.

 

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4 responses to “Embracing the “Abyss”: From Austin to Atlanta

  1. Well first congratulations on graduating and I look forward to reading more from you!

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  2. Laura Buffington

    1st~ I love the name of your blog! I love all three of those “C’s” as well and it is also catchy and easy to remember! Congrats UT grad on your awesome accomplishment in completing your degree! I am more than excited for you in your adventure this coming year in Atlanta and I do pray for you as well as commend you for following the Lord’s leading and trusting Him on this path! The new and unknown, the “Abyss” as described above :-), has taken a step of faith, but I believe the reward will be worth it! We will all miss you here and look forward to seeing you again soon.

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    • Thanks so much, Laura! It is a huge leap of faith but it will all be ok and worth it. I miss my Cityview family so much. I hope things are going well for you and your family with the start of the new school year!

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